Cindyy's Property

2007-07-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

this blog has been fading away from ppl's memory once again. but still i have no time to blog. and i have a super load of photos to update here. just dont have the time (:

miss all the pple and ya.. thanks peixin for coming down to sp to look for me.. i want to start a new new new blog so that i can BLOG AGAIN! i hope i can blog consistently then.

btw peixin! how was it? fun right!! hahhaaas! come find me more often we go play play (:

2007-05-29T09:12:00.001-07:00

I so miss fuhua days-

walking home alone thinking about the days we all had. i had the verge to cry )':

ALL at ONE go. alignment really sucks

2007-05-26T11:40:00.000-07:00

dAAAAAA!!! my TEETH! haha. i took out my braces a while ago and happened to be able to take a picture of what it looked like before.. so this is it..so much prettier! teeheehee
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went to vivo on 24th May to get my hokkaido chocy cookie. it was pretty tasty. lunched at food republic and had a brunch at SUPERDOG while waiting for my turtle cousin-.- the fries was yummy. bought a black skinny for sherman as birthday gift. popped into NUM to look arnd. I AM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH THOSE HEELED SLIPPERS AT NUM![i dont know whats the right word]
Just before we left, we saw chocolate factory but sadly it isn't charlie's )': but it smells awfully great! bought 8 unique chocolates at $19. tasted great too! esp the cherry in raw whisky or something.

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SHERMAN'S BIRTHDAY ON 25TH MAY- dinner at Siam Kitchen. a buffet which as $19.90+++ which makes it around $25 per person. LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF FOOD ON THE TABLE! ITS A BUFFET means all these are free flow. we were joking that if we were to suffer in hunger for 3 days we will go back to siam kitchen. nice LOAD of food isnt it?

Thanks hanx, arron, bird, ts, ivy for coming ^^

took a photo with ivy both without braces! muahahaahahahaha!!

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random image. it's cute!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING

2007-05-25T10:19:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging since i dont know when. always lagging cos i have too tooo many blogs to handle. =.= dumb?

SIAM KITCHEN BUFFET ROCKS!
loads of other stuffs but pictures speaks louder then words.. so let them do the talking.
will update next time peeps ^^

2007-04-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

cindy's birthday? SO WHAT!

i'm just so insignificant in their eyes. )':

2007-04-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

just trying to get some friends out for a meet up- for my birthday.
so difficult huh?
no i cant get this person cause' that person doesnt like her.
no i cant make it because i have spent too much money.
no i cant make it because im going out with my boyfriend/girlfriend.
no this no that. i dont know what else can i get.. i hope i wont get any more of that?

- feeling disappointed i hope it goes well ^^

2007-04-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

birthday's just round the corner. though im pretty excited i have this reluctance of growing older. have been missing some friends since i left fuhua. haven't really met up much. seriously hope that they could come and have a dinner with me next friday- in the name of MY birthday. oh well that's so crap.

having to go through a week of lessons at Singapore Poly Biomed Sci Course. though the honeymoon week, it was already pretty tiring for me. probably i'm still in the midst of holidays. ^^ i have a bunch of classmates who slacks during lesson. some findings during lessons. i have 4 out of 6 malays in a class of 21 students who are a mix of chinese and malay. i also have classmates as old as 22? i think i have to start admiring their determination in studies for going through such a LONG way. i had this minor stomach flu this week and it made me sleep through four hours of lessons and 1 lesson on the following day. have never been punctual for the first lesson of the day up to date. oooh so uneventful.

hoping to catch some movie and i wish that i would not miss any again(shermanpls!).
i will try to update this blog as often as possible - though i guess not many would drop by. xD

-make me smile

2007-04-13T11:04:00.000-07:00

oh well. have to talk to my blog again. just feeling so hopeless and empty once again.

have been doing so much things yet not appreciated.
saying so much words yet not taken to heart.
it just makes me feel so extra. like i shouldnt be around at all.

what does all these mean? i just dont mean anything - probably just a substitute

holding onto a relationship that dint meant anything.
grabbing onto a heart which was never belonged to me.
tears for a guy who would never care about me.
feeling hurt for a guy who can hardly make me smile.
waiting for guy who would never turn up before me.
giving chances for a guy who never appreciates.

i was just a big lie. this whole thing was just a show.
i just shouldn't continue to sink it.
i have always believed that being kind and good to others meant i would get that too.
i've been too naive. hypocrites do exist.

yes i have the dumb face saying that everyone just bullies me.
so what if i've been treating others well? so what! no one ever appreciates. i just get bullied! get taken advantage of! WHAT ELSE CAN ALL OF YOU DO TO ME! WHAT!

i'm just a nobody-

2007-04-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

its finally april which also means i will soon be seventeen. should i be happy that im finally 17 a small little step up or should i be sad cause I'M GROWING OLDER!?

have been going out with hanxiang and sherman plus wilbert at times. and i am getting rather bored cos we are frequenting only THAT few places. oh well i shouldn't be upset, at least i had a chance to step out of my house and PLAY! (:

was thinking through how bad about being broke. i cant buy what i want!! DISAPPOINTED-
but well since my birthday is coming i'll see if i have any luck getting

1) Salvatore Ferragamo's Incanto Series ( Perfume )
2) any nice purses
3) any nice belts (:
4) LeafyLove by theweekenddesigner @ theweekenddesigner.blogspot.com

abit greedy but its okay ^^

imdone-

2007-03-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

yea. im so depressed

i might just fall into depression.

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2007-03-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

wow! i am finally blogging again.. i will only have the mood to blog when im emo ><

i just realised how naive i can be:
1. my relationship isn't even worth $10
2. in his heart i was never important; i cant even be compared with a movie
3. he won't even consider my existance

oh well, just my luck

it's time to pick myself up and start everything a new; no longer blinded by my own feelings (:

right?

2007-02-28T09:37:00.000-08:00

boo! im bored bored bored and i came across this thing while blog hopping.. xP
go try out if you are bored! hahaaa..

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Little Addicted to Gossip

In your view, most gossip is pretty harmless.
And it's a pretty fun way to pass the time!
You're willing to pass on some juicy details...
As long as you're not impacting anyone's personal life too deeply.

Are You Addicted to Gossip?

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them.
You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist.

Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry.
If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

You Are 28% Addicted to the Internet

Internet? Please. You're definitely not geeky enough to be that addicted.
You have a full life off your computer - and the internet is just a small pastime.

Are You Addicted to the Internet?

You Are 40% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person.
No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

How Gross Are You?

You Should Be a Painter

You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas.
And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

2007-02-25T09:03:00.000-08:00

have been busy over new year.. and i've left my blog alone for 10days!! CNY07 year was rather unpleasant for me.. boo hoo!! i am very sad about it though.. haha!!

and my dear sherman was rather bored today so he went to play about with ms paint on his halfdead computer.. and produced some "art pieces" and below is how it looks like ^^

and after i saw him doing this! i COPIED! whahah! anyway my art is definitely better than him! xP

the above was what i did at first.. haha! he said i keep torturing him.. so to apologise to it... i did what's below..

oh well.. anyway i love my gigolo...... xP

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2007-02-16T10:23:00.000-08:00

have been rotting at home for the past 2 days cos i've withdrawn myself fromPJC ,a sch which has not given me much good impression up to date.. ^^

&i just reached home-
went out to celebrate ruoting's birthday (with mrYEAP, mrTINGTING, mrCHUAHOTAT, Hanx, Mess, Valerie, Ruoyun, ahNEO, Grace and my DEAREST SHERMIEE!) at Holland.V's Essential Brews for a relatively expensive dinner(eg. chicken rice for $15?) first, then to eski bar.. a very COOL bar.. and as usual ruoting that stupid girl who needed my help most of the time, bullied me AGAIN! yeaa im sooo tooo used to it le. hor??? msHO!! a.k.a mrsMON. stop giving me that bloody smug face. dont show off too much i tell you! whaahaa!! you'll get it if i stop helping you and accompanying you out to buy things (lorrrr)! grRR!!

i can only upload the photos when msHO sends it to me.. she has got tonnes of them to upload.. but i am sure she is quite efficient(hor?) and bloggy shall wait cos no one really comes to my blog though.. haha!! - does it really matter who comes?

time to rot and gain another few kg over cny``` tata!!

2007-02-09T01:40:00.000-08:00

lol i took my result without feeling nervous. not even a bit! >< im so weird!

well well regina ongie! my darling got 10 luh! congrats!!and mine ehh! im definitely not better than her luh! zZzz..my results luh! i dont think its good at all and i cant decide on where to go now! its like hanging in the middle of nowhere~~ if only i could get 10.. missed by one bit! ):

English - B3
Comb Hum - C6 -its my fault for not ans the hist paper
Geography - A2
Mathematics - A1
Add Math - B3
Physics - A2
Chem - A2
Chinese - A1

L1R5 - 11; L1B4 - 9
do i have a chance in SA? Where should i go? Poly or JC?

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i still havent got my kinder bueno ):

2007-02-04T07:42:00.000-08:00

i've just returned from the bungalow in NTU.. haha 3 day 2 night stay. ><>look at this.. how dumb can i be? *just too bored*

TREVOR! 07S14's CLASS MANAGER.. its like err class monitor luh ^^

lastly Hilmi! my closest friend in class i guess (: he is the welfare ic and we were out to buy BIRTHDAY CARDS! hahaaa

thats all luh IM SO FREAKING TIRED YOU KNOW!

2007-01-29T10:20:00.000-08:00

arghh i just dont have the time to upload my pics.. dumb picts.. ewww.. not feeling well luh.. )':

well organising sprees once again.. but im abit siian about it. cos pple wants me to help abit so i help lorr... well i need help too! help me to advertise la! okay?

http://ourdesire-.blogspot.com

thanks guys..

2007-01-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

rebonded my hair AGAIN.. like shit la! wtf.. feel like perming it but parents are AGAINST IT.. so?? LOL I FREAKING WASTED MY MONEY ON SOMETHING IM NOT VERY KEEN TO HAVE.. but.. its okay luhh.. sherman say its nice can liao.. LOL

i trying to cheat my own feelings luh ><

2007-01-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

it will all be over soon -

2007-01-22T06:34:00.000-08:00

lessons have been ongoing.. abit siian la! HAHA

here is it.. OG GATHERING LAST SATURDAY 20/1/07

this are just SOME pictures which are not editted at all laaa... cos im lazy.. got to rush homework later.. SORRY! ^^

these two guys are assholes and ultra nosey parker.. wanna know why? ask OG23 xP

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2007-01-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

woahhhh SUCH A HYPOCRITE..
got someone to take the rap FOR YOU?
should i classify that as pathetic to the someone whom scolded me a coward for not admitting that i have been telling pple how she treated me?? ( from what she said i was FABRICATING THE STORY!) so should i call that as pushing the blame and keeping herself innocent?

2007-01-16T06:40:00.000-08:00

WOAHH! i just realised that i've FABRICATING STORIES ALL THE TIME! that's just another fascinating fact to me. but im very sorry to say that i dont have any extra time to fabricate stories at all.. if nothing is done no RUMOURS or STORIES you may call would be SPREAD AROUND to the others in order to defame another individual.

to miss bossy.. you can smile and laugh as though you're a gd friend of many others.. but now , frm the mouth of others, we haf been told tt sometime ago , you've backmouthed quite alot of pple havent you? have i defamed you? were you even a 100% innocent and nice person? a goodfriend when even some pple regards you as one..? i think hypocrite would be a better word... havent you felt sorry about it??

my dear you reap what you sow.. what you do to others might just be happening to you soon.. or probably its already ongoing but you havent realised.. its never good when you start ASSUMING that you will never be treated the way that you've treated others.. probably you'll call it karma? probably if you dont want to attract anyone FABRICATING STORIES to defame you.. probably you should ask yourself what you've done.. you know? 無風不起浪。不做不就沒事了嗎？im not wholly to blame so stop pushing all the faults to me and keep yourself innocent and making me the devil.

some may be deceived but others have seen everything clearly.. there be someone out there who knows whose really lying (:

2007-01-13T10:17:00.000-08:00

bored;wentvisiting;jurongeast;sgh;learntphotoshop;wentforpool;drinkredwine;sherman;wilbert;home;msn;doinghwfornothing;

what else more? ROARR! so lifeless even my blog is so.... i need to colour it with pics i guess. but there's no upcoming activities planned yet. i need some SPICES~

2007-01-10T05:45:00.000-08:00

PJ ORIENTATION SERIOUSLY BORES ME TRUCKLOADS im serious

lectures FINALLY started today.. i got so sick of rushing from one lecture to another? and well as i've said.. ITS ONLY THE FIRST DAY! i guess i wouldnt like them afterall.. regretted joining? but i feel like learning more stuffs leii.. someone give me motivation please..

feeling empty since o lvls ended and i felt EVEN EMPTIER since school started.. suddenly wondering whether friends were still friends.. like felt so left alone.. saw others talking and laughing.. suddenly im just filled with envy.. i really cant find ONE true friend at all? friendships are shortlived i think.. schools changed and friendship disappears along with it? suddenly no one asked me out.. suddenly less sms.. less conversation.. less fun. less happiness..

im feeling worse now now now AT THIS VERY MOMENT.. got abandoned by just another one? its just like suddenly i have no one to spill my heart out to..

there are some pple i really miss...

it takes time to put a puzzle together but it can be messed up in just a single second if it wasnt stuck together properly - right??

2007-01-06T13:08:00.000-08:00

emo emo emo EMO
cos.......

I SERIOUSLY FEEL THAT...

MY FRIENDS HATE ME!

well im positively negative )':

- and i dont even know the reason to it! -

hate me just tell me la! plus reasons please.! i cant stand pple being unreasonable! and it hurts me so much! well who cares not even my bf does so whoever what fuck wouldnt care as well..